My Testimony

Hello you guys have not blogged in awhile and decided to do so, to share a little bit of my life and mind with you all amd that i may help or touch someones life....Well so far so good..I am def starting to learn more about walking with Christ, from just going to church religiously..My born again date was Oct. 18th, a sunday after church in my living room, I was just so tired of the way I was living, and I decided to just give my life to God...I had to learn that since my past has been forgiven, i hade to also forgive myself of what I did to myself and how i turned my back on God when I was younger. Sometimes I wish that I would not had allowed friends and wanting to be accepted stray me away from God because when your in sin i learned, that satan holds you back from what your true destiny is or being at your full potential, all satan try to have you do is get deep in sin, and living life to the fullest with no rules meaning drink, smoke, have sex with everyone, and get rich right!!!!That was my goal, but that didnt neccesarily happen the way i thought, all i got out of being friends with satan was a child, defiling my body big time, messing up my liver with drinking and turning my heart cold against God and men....But God, I thank Him for among that dark time in my life He was right there all along, He carried me along the way, making sure His child was taking care of it. But I learned from my mistakes, and all I can do now is give God all my praise and glory, and thank Him for saving me.
Sometimes you have to humble yourself and realize that you cant make it on your own or depend on a person to help you along, I learned all you need is God. When your sad who do you run too, when your angry who do you run too, when your lonely who do you run to...I've learned that your friends isnt always there, same as your family..John 3:16 God so loved the world that he gave His only Begotten Son!!! God sent His son down to die for us. Jesus went to hell for us and stole the keys to death so that we may live once we die. Jesus loves you soooo much you cant even imagine, and look back on your life to see what situations you could of been in, where God stepped in and said no, sometimes we blame God for things that happen to us or what is happening..but alot of times we need to blame outself cause we allow ourself to get into the situation...God loves you!! and that is a bit of my testimony